if i was a bird id fly into the ceiling fan part 1

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I know that im selfish, im useless, im fucked.
I cant hold a good thing, I hurt everyone i love.
Ive never made anyone proud, on my 18 years on this earth.
Its not like i ever tried i guess i get, what i deserve.

All my stupid habits, i could never learn to quit.
From late nights, to spliffs, to you.

Ill be a dead end kid, on a dead end street
in a council house barely on my feet

and thats if im lucky

You called me up at 5am
but that dont mean a thing
because of the powder thats been in your nose
and the way i fuck up things
ill smash my walls in, for the third time this week
because if im not good for you, im not good
for any fucking thing.

I never cared, for anyone else, ive always loved myself.


from I Died In My Bedroom, released January 27, 2017



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UK bedroom pop/lo-fi solo artist from Coventry, UK

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